Transition

Right now, I AM going through a major transition, which is to ultimately transform Me/Meself.

Questions seemed to be acknowledged and answered. I am yet to digest them all, one by one, word by word, piece by piece. I am aware of the transitions within. Suddenly became conscious about this being. Never seemed to be so certain about the signals that I am picking up.

I have yet to witness what is to become. I am aware of this though, it is a major one. This Self, this Being is ready to trans-form, spiritually, mentally and physically.

I thank my mentor, God for this. I used to fear Him/Her and then He/She seemed so distantly; now I love Him/Her in the most primitive and natural way and now He/She is just right here, like He/She has always been here and will ever be here.

It feels complicated, yet it is the simplest. The simplest is yet the hardest.

I have lived unconsciously for 28 years. It feels good to come around. With most graditude, I am thankful that this is happening now, just 2 weeks before my 29th birthday. This is perhaps the only and the biggest gift I have truely given myself. No, I am not re-born (that would be in worldly term). I, simply just choose to be and be-come, conscious.

I have never really looked forward to any birthday of mine. I am and will be looking forward to every birthday that I have from now on. To celebrate Myself, indeed.