What is the point?

I started to think.. what is the point of posting blogs? If this is my diary, I am supposed to keep it secret until the day I die, it's a diary for god's sake; if this is just place for you to know how I am doing, why don't you just ask? Ain't that hard I don't think so, do you have the heart or not you should question; if new posts are indicators for you to see if I am alive or dead, you should just bloody hell check on me every so often.

This is getting too superficial.

I am not a good writer, not intending to be one anyways. This is not a column, as far as I am concern, I don't need one. I don't need to satisfy your curiousity. If you truely care, you should listen more, not "read" more.